"You know Mycroft was lying about that," John says, almost questioning. I could ramble about John's characterization in this FOREVER, but really, I just love that John sounds more like an echo of Sherlock's thoughts here than actually John. He's much less sure than John actually is, because Sherlock is so unsure right now. Except when he's telling Sherlock that it gets better, in which case he sounds so certain that Sherlock can't even stand it. "Would it make a difference if I said it's natural to feel this way?" HELLO, FIC TITLE. HELLO, PAT'S ETERNAL SORROW. ;_; Guhhh, JOHN. JOHN. HE'S SO KIND THAT IT ACTUALLY HURTS ME INSIDE. And Sherlock too. He knows exactly what to say, but it's exactly what Sherlock can't hear right now. They're the most comforting and the most terrifying words that John could have said. And Sherlock saying "it won't." GUH. IT WON'T, NEE NEE, SHERLOCK AND I ARE NOT GOING TO BE OKAY. ;_;
He won't be back for a long time. OH. This is quite heartbreaking, and perhaps even sequel-y? ;)
Sherlock knows John won't return to him, just as he won't return to Baker Street. Not without John. Because John just is, and always will be. Oh man. I hadn't read most of this chapter beforehand like I had the others, and I just wasn't prepared for this ending. This AMAZING ending. Because yes, Baker Street will always be Sherlock and John's. There isn't one without the other and Sherlock knows that. Knows it all too well. GUH. Hate.
Also, "FIX IT." JENN. JENN. JENN. FIX IT. DEAR JENN, FIX IT FOR ME SO JOHN ISN'T DEAD. *clings*
Just AMAZING, FANTASTIC, great job. And thank you so much for this story, Jenny. You're the best, the Wheatson to my Sherloaf. <3333
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"You know Mycroft was lying about that," John says, almost questioning. I could ramble about John's characterization in this FOREVER, but really, I just love that John sounds more like an echo of Sherlock's thoughts here than actually John. He's much less sure than John actually is, because Sherlock is so unsure right now. Except when he's telling Sherlock that it gets better, in which case he sounds so certain that Sherlock can't even stand it. "Would it make a difference if I said it's natural to feel this way?" HELLO, FIC TITLE. HELLO, PAT'S ETERNAL SORROW. ;_; Guhhh, JOHN. JOHN. HE'S SO KIND THAT IT ACTUALLY HURTS ME INSIDE. And Sherlock too. He knows exactly what to say, but it's exactly what Sherlock can't hear right now. They're the most comforting and the most terrifying words that John could have said. And Sherlock saying "it won't." GUH. IT WON'T, NEE NEE, SHERLOCK AND I ARE NOT GOING TO BE OKAY. ;_;
He won't be back for a long time. OH. This is quite heartbreaking, and perhaps even sequel-y? ;)
Sherlock knows John won't return to him, just as he won't return to Baker Street. Not without John. Because John just is, and always will be. Oh man. I hadn't read most of this chapter beforehand like I had the others, and I just wasn't prepared for this ending. This AMAZING ending. Because yes, Baker Street will always be Sherlock and John's. There isn't one without the other and Sherlock knows that. Knows it all too well. GUH. Hate.
Also, "FIX IT." JENN. JENN. JENN. FIX IT. DEAR JENN, FIX IT FOR ME SO JOHN ISN'T DEAD. *clings*
Just AMAZING, FANTASTIC, great job. And thank you so much for this story, Jenny. You're the best, the Wheatson to my Sherloaf. <3333